E10 in 2011: Striding towards the Apocalypse

In my great London crash-landing, I took a big bounce this year away from central London, to a place where I could really feel the coming apocalypse: the Lea Bridge Road.

Billy will be 3 next year

11/08/11 – London’s Smoking

David Cameron analysis of gangs:

“Territorial, hierarchical and incredibly violent, the gangs are mostly composed of young boys, mainly from dysfunctional homes. They earn money through crime, particularly drugs, and are bound together by an imposed loyalty to an authoritarian gang leader.“

I thought it was ironic. Sure I’m not the only one. My response:

…An eloquent expression of the youth mirroring of the capitalist mentality and its roots in the family. If in his rhetoric Cameron was coming from a level of connection to himself, perhaps this identification with looters could be a basis for the building of bridges. Instead, the rich, fearing the emergence of our brothers and sisters, must call on violence and industrial might to put down the threat, because what comes out frightens us. We kept them quiet in front of the TV and the computer games for so long, and they came out for what we told them to value. Idiots

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Take money, use it.

Maybe I should try and more ruthlessly draw money for getting healing experience.

It seems that a lot of therapists were patients of key people in the field of psychotherapy and body-therapy, a new area to me.

I could start with taking up my parents next time they offer me money. Don’t worry because I work hard and if I develop confidence and faith, then I will not require people to pay large sums of money should I be able to help them. I can keep my bank account topped up and preserve some savings for something like a special trip to Italy.

Will always use money to support the autonomous movement and healing.

23/04/11

Hello.

Some time since I wrote.

The movement makes me want to surge forward

smash everything

I love..

I surf the internet, I want to serve the movement

support, develop excell in/for the movement..

But I’m on holiday?

No. Not really

If I am here and not there, it’s because I can’t be there, not because I don’t want to be there. I’m there, but I can’t be there.

I guess it’s because I’m ill. If I get better I will unleash beautiful hell.